Posted by amd on August 20, 2020, at 12:17:18
In reply to Re: Cocaine use - question, posted by linkadge on August 19, 2020, at 6:17:07
> The real question (as mentioned) was when you said:
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> "I am tired of missing work, sobbing in the shower, distracted from my life."
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> Was any of this happening before using? Or has it only happened afterwards?Yes. I've had a cocaine addiction for years, and I'm finally seeking treatment. (I just made arrangements for an in-patient rehab.). But this was the first time I've ever smoked crack cocaine -- I've only done insufflation -- and I'm wondering if it would have a disproportionately negative effect.
I know how my body responds to powered cocaine -- a few days of feeling down but then returning to a calmer, healthier feeling. But this feels "different," somehow. Is it just psychological?
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