Posted by liliths on January 5, 2007, at 12:14:34
In reply to Re: question, posted by Quintal on January 4, 2007, at 1:45:38
hi Q
when you say the resin, do you mean the pies? Is there any other kind of resin?
I'm having trouble with a tooth. Short version is that I took 2-darvocets along with 2-antibiotics and 2-ibruprofen - scripts from the oral surgeon but I have a long wait till the surgery itself and the damn thing keeps flaring up
btw, this insane dr. seems to think darvoset is for "extreme" pain - hell, the handout it comes with refers to it as used for "mild to moderate" - definitely need to have a talk with him about that but figure I'll wait till it's closer to the surgery. I am EXTREMELY sensitive to pain - particularly oral - dentistry is actually a traumatizing experience for me
anyway, I notice my ability to focus is better though I still can't leave the house or do anything productive
so, on the one hand, you're probably right about my taking my full dose of hydro. But on the other, I'm still not functioning and that was what I was trying to say about my depression.
since it's come down on me from external conditions I have no control over, I'm inclined to want to just slip away.
yes, the silly little darvoset allowed me to post to some threads on babble but it didn't help me take a shower, get to the gym, clean the house or look for work
it's almost time for my afternoon meds.. my 7.5 hydro lurks there LOL though usually, if I haven't gotten out of the house by this hour, the day is shot. I may try to at least take a shower but beyond that, the day looks fairly bleak
and I am getting so sick of feeling like this! I am so lethargic... chronically fatigued despite my ADD meds. I have absolutely no energy for anything and I know it's depression, plain and simple
I don't think they make a pill for this. I read ALL these posts... everyone hurts... and I've tried so many meds myself that I've begun to believe it just doesn't work for me
I am considering tapering off the buspar and the wellbutrin.. hard to say whether I will
I just want to crawl under a rock
yeah, I know I shouldn't keep apologizing but I can't help it... you'd be better off not having to read my drivel
I promise to go away after I find out about the resin ok?
thanks, as always, for your help and your patience
namaste,
lilith> Hi Liliths
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> Good to hear from you.
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> >I feel like I'm barely hanging on. I never went back up on my hydro... still just taking 1/2 dose though I decided to not taper off. But at this point,
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> I wonder if the higher dose would be more effective now your tolerance has decreased? It may put you in a better mood and give you more resilience for the trial?
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> > I don't think anything's going to help my depression.
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> That's part of the depressive thinking and I fall for it often myself. It's amazing how a high enough dose of opiate can transform negative thinking.
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> >I'm trying to figure out which kratom powder to try... bali? thai? 15x?
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> I don't really know what's best. I found the resins more potent and of higher quality.
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> >if I may ask... what do you use? and how much at one time?
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> Between 3-6g of standard powder is the recommended dose and I've found that to be about right for me, but it depends on your own preference.
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> >thanks for the help and sorry for the whining
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> There's no need to apologise for the way you feel. It's good to hear somebody finds me helpful ;-)
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> Q
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