Posted by inthegloaming on December 1, 2004, at 13:21:08
In reply to Re: weight story--a confession--may trigger » inthegloaming, posted by saw on December 1, 2004, at 1:00:36
hey sabrina,
thanks for writing back.
yeah, waistbands are the devil. they just remind me of my body when i want so badly to forget.
that's why, i think, i love things like surfing and bodyboarding and just water in general. there you are, out on a board in the middle of the clear blue ocean, nothing around you but other friendly beachfolk... it doesn't matter who you are or what you are, the ocean doesn't care...
it's so hard to be healthy in college. i'm doing ok i think. i keep looking at pictures of myself that people have taken and hating them with a passion but it feels kind of good. at least i'm looking at them. at least i'm facing things. at least this horrid denial-ness is slipping away.
thanks again.
--g
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