Posted by Racer on January 9, 2005, at 9:49:59
I guess I'm not really ready for recovery. This morning, my scale told me I had gained more weight, and I can't handle it. I'm freaking out and all I can think of is how to get it back off. I need to take it back off, because I just can't handle it at all.
How do people handle it when this happens? I'm still more than thirty pounds from my target weight, but I can't do this. I need to take off the weight that I've put on this week, even though it's supposed to be a good thing to gain it. How can I work through the ambivalence? Or is it OK to stay sick, as long as I don't go back to my lowest weight again?
Oh, just make it go away!
poster:Racer
thread:439703
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