Posted by Racer on September 2, 2007, at 23:00:27
In reply to Re: Oh wad some power the giftie gie us... » Racer, posted by Maxime on September 2, 2007, at 19:05:14
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> So has that's woman's comment helped you at all? Will you change anything?
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> Love,
> MaxieHm... I probably will change something -- I won't talk about how fat and awful I am in front of her...
I don't know -- it's changed something about how I see myself, I guess. I didn't think about it before she said it, but I guess I do mention quite often that I'm the fattest person there, and feel as though I shouldn't be able to call myself anorexic because of it. And it is a very triggering place for me, because I want so very badly to be thin again.
Aside from feeling even more ashamed of how pathetic I am? Aside from that, I'm not sure it has changed anything...
It's good to hear from you -- but it would be better to see your name in my inbox...
xoxo
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