Posted by Amandafran on January 10, 2007, at 18:58:55
Nobody loves me. I feel so lost in this world and that my life is a movie and I am just playing a part in it.. I am wasting space in this world. Nobody cares about me and I couldnt even get in to see my therapist today. (I had an appt scheduled for today BUT, I had to cancel because I had a coworker out and I had to stay and work because she wasnt going to be there. But, the entire morning my boss was trying to get me to call my T ...I didnt want to because I knew that when I got back from my appt. I would have waaay to much work to do...so I didnt want to make myself more oerwhelmed.
But I get these feelings every once in a while and it drives me NUTS. I start feeling that no one in the world cares about me .. not even my therapist..and I was about to email him and checked my messages and he had emailed me a couple of sentences saying that he was sorry we couldnt work something out today but that he would see me NEXT WEEK. HA. I cant wait until next week to talk to him! I want someone to talk to NOW. I hate feeling so alone in the world. I dont know what to do with myself.
I need support and yet my therapist cannot even meet with me....next week is a LONG ways away.
poster:Amandafran
thread:721169
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