Posted by Amandafran on January 13, 2007, at 21:00:29
In reply to Re: someBODY LOVES ME » justyourlaugh, posted by Phillipa on January 13, 2007, at 20:55:29
Im not doing well at all...my medication is messing up and I feel like the world is against me and no one cares about me. I feel so alone in the world and Im at the point of giving in and admitting myself to the psych center...I dont want to but Im sick and tired of my life right now and all the responsibilities of it...to be able to let go would mean that I wouldnt have responsibilities and that someone else could care for me and it would give me a break from reality...but at the same time that cost money and I dont have the money to do so. Im so tired and exhausted just being me. I had a melt down friday and had to go see my T ...and I told him my life felt like a movie and I cannot remember the last time I was NOT feeling this way...which is really sad. I need someone to listen to me and yet I have no one...Im so alone and scared.
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