Posted by cherylann on April 4, 2004, at 19:24:21
I recently went off remeron (1 week ago) after reading a book called Depression Is a Choice and gaining 30 pounds from the med. I had this idea in my head that God wanted me to be natural and have faith.
The depression has returned to the point that I don't want to move and waking up in the morning is scary.
I think I might need to go back on the meds but feel like I'll be letting God down. Is this rational? I certainly can't be a good mother, wife or friend, etc if I'm so scared of everything I don't leave the house, but going back on meds and being overweight and hungry all the time seems like a sin itself.
I really need some logical advice!
Thanks
poster:cherylann
thread:332620
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