Posted by kara lynne on April 5, 2004, at 14:17:56
In reply to Re: gg, fallen4 » kara lynne, posted by fayeroe on April 5, 2004, at 11:35:39
Thank you for your prayers. I wish you were here too--that is the kind of thing I need the most help with. I called on some people to help me initially but no one seemed to be able to step it up a notch, and I was too overwhelmed to do anything beyond the obvious. The 'psychic' has suddenly lost her steam. I met her for the first time yesterday in a meditation class where I was talking about my cat. She told me she had a strong feeling about the cat being in someone's house and offered to help me go door to door. So she came yesterday and said she would come back today, but suddenly she can't come and it's up to me to do everything I was too overwhelmed to do in the first place. I told her it was hard to keep going and try to keep despair at bay and she said, 'Well you can give up hope right now if you want'. Thanks-- just what I need right now, some obnoxious, abrasive tough love. Suddenly I am an a** for not doing enough, when it started out yesterday that she 'saw' the cat in a house and was going to come and find it for me come hell or high water.
So another friend of mine is making up new fliers with color photos of my sweet Alice. She is coming over this afternoon and will help me staple them, plaster them, throughout the neighborhood. But it's been five excruciating nights without her.
Thank you for understanding, thank you for telling me of lost animals coming back a week later. I can't tell you how much it helps.
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