Posted by saw on September 22, 2004, at 6:37:44
I feel gross. My body is hideous and I hate my weight gain. My eating is healthy and balanced but the weight is piling on. And it's the roly poly kind of fat. Ugh, I look so gross. Ugh, I need my medication.
I have lost my voice, my glands are swollen, I have sores in my nose and my neck aches. I feel bloated and hungry. My hair is dry and frizzy and my face looks pasty. The skin around my nostrils is flaking because of the sores. My ears light up like beacons every afternoon and look quite stupid in all their redness. (That little "pleasantry" has been there all my life). My stomach is so swollen, my jeans are cutting into me. I can't bend down without that enormous slab of fatty flesh getting in the way. I have dark lines under my eyes and feel tired tired tired.
I just want to crawl under a rock and hide.
If one more person tells me "smile, life's not so bad", I think I'll spit on them!
Thanks for letting me feel sorry for myself, thanks for letting me whinge.
Sabrina
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