Posted by gardenergirl on May 14, 2004, at 14:03:13
In reply to Re: Hate myself, hate therapy, hate it all!, posted by DaisyM on May 14, 2004, at 13:07:26
Tiny,
I can really relate to the ups and downs. On Monday I was feeling okay, but kind of stuck in therapy, not knowing what was going to come next or how to do the work that was needed. By Tuesday, I had a clue. I was strongly triggered by something and needed to talk to my T again this week. He was great in that he called me back as soon as he was out of a session. I think I surprised him and perhaps worried him a bit, because it was such a change from Monday, when I felt just blah, but not really good or bad. This was definite pain.I felt so needy for calling him and requesting another session, but he made time for me the next morning. And it was a very good, although very intense session. So back to work we go. Therapy is such a winding, curving, hilly path. Almost as if the path forms before you with each session. It's kind of scary not knowing where it goes, or whether you are headed downhill or uphill. I'm glad I'm not alone on the journey.
Take care. I'm glad you finally got to talk to your T.
((((tinydancer))))
gg
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