Posted by Dinah on July 20, 2004, at 22:57:29
In reply to Leaving Babble, posted by Elle2021 on July 20, 2004, at 22:46:11
Elle, I hope it isn't my doing. As I said, I wasn't intending to be mean. I have always enjoyed your posts and your kindness to others.
When I declined to clarify, it was because of *me*. Because I have been trying and trying and trying to clarify. And trying to do what people seem to think is the right thing, and trying to explain why I'm doing what I'm doing, and everything I say just makes things worse. So I *have* to quit trying. And see, here I am doing it again. Trying to explain again. :( And it'll probably make things worse again. I just don't want to keep boring a deeper hole for myself with my words. I'm sorry that I realized that at the same time you posted to me. It was just bad timing, not ill intent on my part towards you. I actually did write a long post answering you, but realized that no matter what I said, it could be taken wrong. Or maybe I'm wording that wrong. I didn't have the skill with words to say things in such a way that they would be taken the way I intended.
I hope you feel free to come back again, and I'm sorry for any misunderstandings.
I have always and will always value any friendship you feel fit to show me. And I also understand if you don't feel too friendly towards me at the moment.
poster:Dinah
thread:368437
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20040716/msgs/368443.html