Contemplating depression.....

Posted by 64bowtie on October 30, 2004, at 18:50:28

When I had toooo many unresolved issues and unresolvable interpersonal conflicts, I must have had depressed moments. I was such a busi-aholic that I probably didn't give myself time to slate my depressedness. I remember this condition of conflictedness so vividly that I am certain that if I had been professionally diagnosed and medicated, I would have someday blamed it all on my conflictedness.
My conflictedness... My cavalcade of avalanching emotions... My chronic indecision and uncertainty... My blaming and grumbling... My anger... My rage (and raging)... My invocation that someone is not doing their assigned task or my life wouldn't be such a mess... I guess I believed in magic!!!
If I had not been asked the question, "What's it mean to be a grown up?", I would likely still be floundering....
Rod

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