Posted by LittleGirlLost on August 15, 2005, at 15:08:14
In reply to Re: Why? why? why? » LittleGirlLost, posted by LadyBug on August 12, 2005, at 15:44:15
>>> Oh my gosh I could have written your post!!! I feel the same way exactly as you described it.
LOL and I just read your post above, "Where I'm at in therapy" and I thought the same thing! In fact, the way you ended it, something about failure, I said the exact same thing to my T the other night!
Oops, I just accidentally deleted the rest of your post!
You said that you've been with your T for 8 years and it has gotten better, but is still there. That is both hopeful and discouraging to me. Hopefull that it will get better, but discouraging to think of it lasting that long! I can feel fine when I go, in fact I usually do; then I leave and it all starts up again (as I'm sure you know). What's weird is that it's like I'm calmed the minute I walk in her door and have often commented to her on that. I never enter her office in crisis or anything. Even after a hard week and a bad day at work, I look forward to seeing her, but as soon as I walk in it's like I leave my troubles outside. That is actually not such a good thing because then I forget everything I wanted to address. I just hate that I leave and feel like I'm in such turmoil... it usually lasts a few days till I can get her out of my mind, but sometimes it lasts until the day before I see her again. Oh, it's bad.
sigh
~lgl
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