Posted by happyflower on January 4, 2006, at 17:35:43
In reply to Re: I just can't reach out to my T **trigger**, posted by Racer on January 4, 2006, at 14:01:11
How much can a person cry? I just cry and sleep, if I am not sleeping then I am crying. This feeling sucks. I do feel a little better after crying 2 days. But I still feel pain, I still feel afraid to call him back. I am sorry I just can't hear what you have all written, I am just too emotional right now to think straight.
Why kick me when I am already down? Is he trying to create distance between us since I as going to therapy every week for the last month? Normally he sees his clients every other week. Am I being too much for him? Is he too attached to me, and wants to space us apart more? Is this some sort of sick thearpy game he is playing?
I think he called out of obligation. He sounded weird on the phone, sort of stressed trying to keep his cool on the phone very guarded about what he said. I just don't know what to say to him. I know he can't hold me, and that is what I need right now. It is so scary feeling alone with nobody that really cares about me that can support me. Life sucks.
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