Posted by crushedout on January 29, 2006, at 12:53:27
In reply to Re: i'm still helping my friend move, falls » crushedout, posted by fallsfall on January 29, 2006, at 8:43:51
yeah, that's why i went. i figured anything to get me out of the house and in a new environment. i think it was really good for me. i'd be much worse right now if i'd stayed home and wallowed instead of going out and moping around while my friends carried stuff. actually i think it was a pretty big moral support having me there for the friend who was moving (leaving his wife and two kids, in case moving wasn't bad enough) despite my emotional state.and by the end i did help out a little
i also went to the party but it was just awful. i hate parties.
i guess i'm a little better today. i can't wait to see my t tomorrow. i'm thinking of calling her and asking for a double. i just hope i can still know what i'm feeling. or still feel something, by the time i get there.
i'm wondering if i should show her the webpage. if i should bring it in.
that picture still haunts me, falls. it's so, so painful.
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