Posted by kerria on May 18, 2006, at 16:46:24
In reply to Re: DID no longer ****trigger**** » kerria, posted by Larry Hoover on May 18, 2006, at 8:55:01
thank you Lar- for the kind words.
tears/ we have to find a therapist first. The T i was going to the past six years ended so painfully. Today i went once more and he kept saying , reminding me that the T relationship is beyond repair. i can't find anyone to take me.
My T made me so worse- finding out i had DID made me so worse. T was criticizing things parts did up to the last moment. Everyone inside is so torn apart. i need to find a T that cares about me. My life is so painful and so trashed.
No i can't do it by myself- there's no one in charge. i can't have that T i was going to because he constantly stood against me in areas where it wasn't my fault. now i'm so hurt AND have aaaall these problems like surgery to get through without a T.
i can't believe a T can be so uncaring. It's so hard to think about trusting anyone ever again.
i need a healing - a different way to heal. Maybe thie way- serena's method that helped would help. i wish i had a T that cared about me and could help.
kerria
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