Posted by Michael83 on May 22, 2006, at 1:20:12
I was the guy who posted about my intense fear of death a few days ago, I'd like everyone to know that I've been feeling a bit better.
I really start to understand the comment someone made about "turning down the volume" now. Such a thing really needs to happen.
I still feel a bit shaky and nervous at several times throughout the day, but I am functioning normal and surviving.
One thing noticeably different is that I felt a indifference towards everything in life, not wanting to do anything or look forward to anyone, that is for the most part gone.
I hope I don't have an episode like I had last week again for a long while, or ever. And I also hope that no one else has to deal with something like that.
I am still considering seeing a therapist about this, someone who can help me, but I am about to be patient about that. I don't want to walk into his/her office and the realization that I've gone to seek professional help for this matter represses the fears I have. If I go, I want those fears to be "in play" so they can be most accurately examined. I also don't want to waste his/her time when they could be helping someone who is currently suffering when I am not.
Good luck to everyone else and I feel a sense of comradery with you all as we face our problems! I really hope the best for everyone in here!
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