Posted by B2chica on May 24, 2006, at 13:36:55
In reply to For B2Chica, posted by orchid on May 24, 2006, at 12:44:04
Hi Orchid!
thank you so much for the complements. you're such a sweetie. and i AM feeling better these days.
ya, i really think the last batch of meds i was on made the world of difference. plus in therapy i got lots of gunk out before my T had to leave. didn't have time to process it, but got it out to the one man (T) i've trusted. i feel good about that.>>Could it be that your current T is helping you more than you realize?
sorry, i have to chuckle at this. i actually stopped seeing that (female) T just over a month ago. so maybe that is saying something? (haha to her)
i do think that my good T gave me many things to hold on to, and helped me to see the strength inside. but since i stopped seeing him i also stopped talking about the 'deep' issues. maybe it's better that way. (at least for now).also, i did graduate, so the school/classes thing isn't hovering over my head like before.
also, hubby and i are trying to get pregnant so i think that's keeping me in good spirits for now. been off meds since mid march. and so far so good. but i've been off them before and it lasted about 5 months before i got hit hard with depression and spazzed thinking. so i'm hoping for at least a few more months of sanity.the nasties are being held at bay. i do feel stronger and more able to take care of myself. some dysthymia but not bad. overall though, i really think reading and posting at babble is a pretty good supplement to therapy right now.
my pdoc does want me to see someone at least to keep tabs on me for a little while so he suggested another woman in his office. i have an appt next week but i'm not getting my hopes up.
anyway...
thank you very much for your kind words.you sound like you are getting much stronger too. doing what is best for you.
cares
b2c.
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