Posted by kerria on May 25, 2006, at 14:57:13
In reply to Re: Feeling so rejected by past T- so apart, posted by B2chica on May 25, 2006, at 14:34:27
Thank you B2c.
i left that T at the end of March and tried to go back once since but he hadn't changed- he wasn't sorry how he was to me. he kept sayin 'the relationship was irreparable' over and over to make me feel worse - why would he be so uncaring?
Inside i hear answers against me. tears.
It's a mess - everything is so much a mess inside.Now i went back to the T that i saw before i found i had DID- he doesn't have DID patients. i wasn't able to find anyone else and we're in too much chaos to look anymore. He cares but isn't helping as much as i need because he doesn't know my parts. It's so hard because i don't either. It will take a long time before he can help and it's so hard now. i don't know what to expext when i have the surgery. no one will be there to help.
i'm panicking - i don't think that i can do it without a lot of help. Thanks for understanding how hard it is,
kerria
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