Posted by wishingstar on March 19, 2007, at 16:56:00
In reply to Re: ginny » wishingstar, posted by Iwillsurvive on March 19, 2007, at 15:46:27
Hi... I am going to definitely mention what you all have said about your Ts taking time and letting you feel safe. I dont think I'll bring in the posts, although I'd like to, because I'm afraid it might make her feel a little defensive.. and I really want her to be open to at least hearing me tomorrow. It feels like my last shot. I know it logically isnt, but I think mentally, I'm making it that.
I wish some (or all! can you imagine?) of you babblers could come with me tomorrow! I think I'd feel safer.. or at least more confident. I tend to get there and start feeling like I'm crazy and wrong for feeling the way I do. But to some degree, I DO know I'm overreacting, so the question is.. where's the line between "this is my issue" and "youre just wrong"? I wish I knew. I dont think its completely either.
I'm sorry you cant see your T for so long. That has to be hard, but I'm glad to hear you're doing mostly ok! I think it can be good (although not fun at all) to have a "test" and see how you function without therapy from time to time. And I dont mean *you* of course, just people in general. You're already halfway there.. the 6 weeks will be over before you know it. :)
I'm going to try to keep posting. I dont know. I just feel like everyone is sick of hearing the same whiny story from me time and time again. Thats the biggest part. The other part is that the "happy therapy" stuff is hard for me to read right now.. and I feel like I'm imposing on the happy moments by posting. I dont know. I'll figure something out.(((iws))) you're the best!
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