Posted by muffled on July 23, 2007, at 0:47:40
In reply to Re: What i would want in a T....what else? » muffled, posted by TherapyGirl on July 22, 2007, at 13:19:58
TG I feel I have been clear in my writings to my T.
But I write SO much, and there is never enuf time to cover all the 'stuff'. Then it gets lost in the shuffle.
Whenever I get stressed in T, I say I goto goto bathroom, and then I pace and swear etc until I calmer, then I go back, and she backs right off and just tries to bring me back from my somewhat dissoc state. And the moment passes, and whatever I might have learned is lost.
My T is vey kind and was good at getting me to trust her up to a point. She done real good work at what she does, but I think she can do no more.
I have asked her to do some pretty specific stuff in my writings, but it gets lost in the shuffle, and she don't do it.
I guess she needs more verbal communication, cuz I don't know that my writings sink in that well with her. She has told me b4 that communication is alot of body language etc, and words don't have that I guess.
Sometimes she DOES 'get' me, and it feels SOOOOOOOOOOO good. But it don't happen that often, and really, ultimately it just hurts, cuz then I like her more, and thats not good. Cuz she not so available. Or at least I not perceiving it as so.
I have a feeling I am missing something here as ususal? Why I can't let her too close despite all her efforts?...
Arrrggghhhh.
Anyhow, you been an unfailing support to me TG and I thank you.
Muffled
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