Posted by Dinah on August 4, 2007, at 15:52:34
In reply to Re: But I take back the subject line, posted by annierose on August 4, 2007, at 10:16:55
I'm thinking this ebb is mostly him. He's under a fair amount of pressure right now. I wish I could help him, and I'd be happy to listen, but therapy isn't really set up so that I can. Hopefully things will resolve themselves into a version of normality soon.
But it might be partly me too. With the insurance company denying my provigil again, I'm worried that I won't be able to keep doing my job, in which case I'll have to cut way back on therapy even if I don't lose it entirely. Obviously it would be easier to do that if I were angry with him.
And the greater part of the session involved me grappling with something that was wordless, and that I didn't understand. I think I probably got angry and frustrated because of that too.
But being so hung over from that afterwards also troubles me. I just can't afford to be out of commission from therapy.
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