Posted by muffled on September 16, 2007, at 0:46:18
In reply to Re: Internal ruminations, posted by muffled on September 16, 2007, at 0:18:02
I think if I went to T and expressed truly who I was.
I would have to walk in and smile hugely in delight at seeing her, then proceed to tell her I'm scared sh*tless, then tell her to go f*ck herself, turn and punch a hole in the drywall, punch and punch till it broke (wall/hand...whatever), then I would have to curl up in a ball, in a corner, and rock, after that I could sit carelessly slumped in the chair, my body that is...the rest of me would be elswhere....and so on......
But of course this would have to happen simataneously.....
So,
HOW can I be HONEST TRUE me in T????
Not humanly possible...
Sigh.
poster:muffled
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