Posted by muffled on September 16, 2007, at 16:50:44
In reply to Re: Internal ruminations, posted by arora on September 16, 2007, at 16:00:01
> Maybe one thing that is scary is trusting.
> Trusting someone with the pain, and trusting them to not turn around and throw it back in your face.
> Maybe the anger is protection just in case they do that- you can feel you didn't REALLY trust them 100%. You saved something, that they don't know about- pain that is safe from being... I don't know- made into new scars? If that makes any sense.*arrrggghhh, sometimes its so hard to get the concept into words!
Funny you should bring up trust, cuz that was running thru my head too.
So, the last thot, did you mean something along the lines of me keeping 'my *ss covered' as it were? Cuz yes indeedy, I AM good at that.
Thanks for the thots and support.
M
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