Posted by star008 on June 13, 2008, at 23:15:04
Seems like whenever my t brings up the subject of doing work i leave the building.. lol.. Not really but I dissociate badly and after that it takes me a couple of days,(at least), to feel halfway normal again. I am afraid of change? Afraid of being exposed? I know I am making things slower than they might be. I think I am not so easy to work with. All he has to do is to start talking about integrating and stuff and I freak out.. I don't have control over when i dissociate so it just happens..Three weeks and I have done it each time..There are no answers for me. I just wish I could get through this without going through so much stuff and we haven't even started to face anything yet..
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