Posted by Lemonaide on August 7, 2008, at 18:40:44
In reply to Re: Had my session today » Lemonaide, posted by Dinah on August 7, 2008, at 18:23:05
I think when I say not talk about, I mean not do talk therapy, just do the EMDR. It was his idea because he believes I believe he can't control his counter-tranference on this, so it feels like he is defending my old T, than supporting me. Maybe he thinks I need to vent my anger, and he doesn't help that much. He also told me now he is worried that I write about therapy on line and on my blog, it is like walking on eggshells. He doesn't want it to get turned about that he said such and such about my old T. The thing is that he knows everything about my old T, there is nothing more to add, and I know he is tired of me talking about it, he kinda told me.
I just don't know, I am even thinking of just saying forget therapy period. It is getting to be such a hassle and I am not sure if it is helping me as much as it hurt me. Maybe I am just tired. But I am feeling different about my current T because of this. I did talk to a therapist today that I called the other day when I was upset with my old T, and I did like him on the phone. I just don't know, he doesn't do EMDR but a college within his group does.
I think it was a bad idea to get my T involved with talking to my old T, my old T only dogged on me, and now I feel like he feels differently about me.
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