Posted by TherapyGirl on January 20, 2009, at 9:49:22
In reply to Re: I'm back in the black hole » TherapyGirl, posted by DAisym on January 19, 2009, at 22:28:19
Sorry to keep doing the group responses. It appears to be all I can pull off at the moment.
I'm away from home with a group of "friends" I no longer want to be around. I want to crawl into a closet and sit there until it all goes away.
I, too, sometimes wish we were an in-person support group. But the support I get from you guys here is better than what I've ever had before.
I did get my xanax refilled this morning and I'm hoping it will somehow get me through the rest of this trip. I hate, hate, hate being around people when all I want is to be alone. I feel bruised with their attempts to help or somehow snap me out of it.
I don't want to be here anymore. And T is, understandably, frustrated with me. I told her yesterday that driving my car off a bridge (I'm at the beach) would be easier than continuing this trip feeling the way I do. She said, "That's your choice." Somehow it's feeling less and less like a choice.
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