Posted by SlugSlimersSoSlided on January 27, 2009, at 1:04:52
I called my T, I need an appointment. I don't even want to go to sleep ever.
My nightmare one of my prof and friends came over with this friends. I was with my family, but they hung out with us. Then when they left, they somehow got me in their car. I didn't know but they were poking me acupuncture needles with drugs. My prof. tried to have sex with me, and then I pushed him off of me. then they drug me more and a women and this other guy kept trying to have sex with me, I said no I am married..
Then they took me into this house, was doing crazy stuff, listening to crazy music, and I then realize they have been drugging me. I have pins all over me. I keep pulling them out, but they keep putting them in me.
I try to escape, there is just vagrants outside the house with dogs. the dogs start attaching me, biting me. I escape into a building, a noddle factory. The noddles are attaching me, sounds really dumb, but it was so scary. I can't get away. I keep trying and then get outside and there the friends of my prof. find me drug me and rape me.
I wake up freaked out, don't want to sleep ever tonight. I am hyperventilating. I am breathing okay now. but I am freaked.
Last night I was in a war, people shooting at me, I am shooting at them. I just want to eat the good food they are serving, but I can't, I have to run for cover all the time. my war buddies are all getting shot and die. I am hiding, then the other side finds me and puts a gun to my head and shoot me. I then wake up absolutely terrified.I just can't take it anymore, these dreams are making me feel insane.
I don't feel safe in this world.
poster:SlugSlimersSoSlided
thread:876490
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