Posted by alexandra_k on May 25, 2020, at 6:43:36
In reply to Re: dreams till the end, posted by rjlockhart37 on May 17, 2020, at 12:23:15
finance. okay. what about it did you like? i have a sort of a picture or image of people bustling about 'buy buy buy!' frantically phoning people. watching screens with numbers constantly changing...
it feels... senseless to me. meaningless. i don't know.
what about it did you like?
the men in suits aspect of it. or something else?
i have a hard time retaining information, too.
i have to go over it and over it and over it and over it to remember it. then i have to keep going over it to keep remembering it.
sometimes i despair that i'm not really learning. or that time spent trying to learn is a waste of time.
but each time i re-learn or re-remember it takes less time to do that. and the more i go over stuff i've learned the longer it takes to forget.
that is pretty normal.
> just someway want to go back, to the original plan, that keeps coming in my dreams, right after grad in 05. They won't leave, like something to go back and finish that was not done.
okay.
> anyways, thanks alex for posting to posts, at least i know someone can read my thoughts and emotions, even though can't show them in real life. Have to write them.
> thanks alex:) your a good friend
sure. you are welcome.
thanks for being here, yourself.
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