Posted by JahL on May 9, 2001, at 20:38:13
In reply to Re: (Bingeing) Alcoholics Unite!! , posted by sar on May 8, 2001, at 0:01:53
> >. I have a certain affection for potI overstate my affection; it's just it's the only thing I can 'use' all-day-every-day w/o melting my brain. If I'm out I can't wait to get back for a spliff.
> >...smoking alone tho is absolutely joyful, I can lay back to music completely blissed-out...down here the weed is pretty much yr basic shwag from Mexico, cheap & plentiful...the good stuff is harder to get but worth it.
I only *ever* smoke alone. Relaxes me & enhances my enjoyment of my other addiction; music. In company it makes me slow, dumb & paranoid.
> > Well that's why most ppl drink, bay....it all goes hand in hand.
Most people aren't *permanently* dysphoric tho' :-(> > I think...alcohol's beautiful when not abused.
So do I. Best all-round drug. A drug for all occasions! I can now easily moderate my drinking.
> > I'm glad you gave up bingeing, what made you stop?
S. phobia started to break through socialing effect, & depression had become so bad that drink no longer had any euphoriant effect & started bringing out my darker side. Last time I was out on the p*ss, just over a yr ago, I ended the night by knocking someone spark out ( that's what you get for attacking my baby brother I guess >:-( ). Time to call it a day I thought.
> > I know what you mean about crawling outta yr skin while not on something...tho i am envious of yr better weed prospects! i tend to do whatever drug is presented to me. i'm highly curious.
What you wanna know? Barring opiates (for the reason given by Nikki), I've consumed vast quantities of pretty much everything going (completely stopped 3 yrs ago). If I ever become well, I'll definitely be using mushrooms again. Squeegee yr 3rd eye, as Bill Hicks wld say.
> >(escapist?)
Most definitely. Who *wouldn't* want to escape?!
J.
PS: "UK NHS = shite".
You UK too dreamer? If so, I'm sorry. ;-)
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