Posted by lili80 on April 9, 2002, at 9:00:09
Ok I was on IM and just looking up internet stuff, when this girl who is not usually mean and vindictive IMs me the following:
HER: fuck you
ME: what?
HER: u heard me
ME: i don't know why you said that
HER: well get over it i said it
ME: fine hate me for no reason
HER: k i will
ME: then leave me alone
HER: die
I don't know what she thinks i did
or why they keep hurting me
they are obviously spreading lies about me again, but now i feel guilty like whatever they say is still my fault and has truth in it cause they are more credible that crazy me, I know why they keep doing this. She IMed me first i dont know why she would say these things to me
i hate this, maybe i should just kill myself, it make everything just go away. sar could do it, i just need to be brave like her. I cant wait to die, everyone wants me dead anyway, i know my mom will be said, because i am her life, but my sister is having a baby soon so she wont be so lonely anymore. I wish they would just forget i exist.
lili
poster:lili80
thread:21777
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