Posted by sienna on November 18, 2003, at 23:56:52
In reply to Of course I've been lost in love! » sienna, posted by zenhussy on November 18, 2003, at 23:44:25
> Yeah it has been Mr. Toad's Wild Ride this year.I never got to try that one but heard it was the best
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> What is reality anyway? I haven't always been in touch with this reality that the masses speak of. Just keep working at getting to a place that you feel comfortable at. Keep trying to get people into your life that are supportive and not energy/emotional vampires.
Very true.
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> Crazy as in you feel different than others? Or crazy as in your mental illness? (forgive me sienna but I don't have the cognitive ability to archive search right now to find out any backgroud dx or rx for you)Yeah, i dont relaly know whats wrong with me. Its alway been something, but never was the truth told to me i dont think. or to them. In any case its all a guessing game i think. I feel crazy out of control and unable to function like most peeopl i guess.
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> I'm just barely hanging in there dear. It's been a real rough go since October with meds and therapy and doctors and such. All people with good intentions but scary when one doesn't feel in control of such situations like I did. It felt like it was happening to me when in fact that was just a distortion of the disease. The distorted thinking that depression brings. Sigh.Yes i do know what you mean. Phooey I hugely dislike mental illness. I have so many words to say, but i think id get banned. Distortion.....
> Yes, I have been lost in love. Is there more to that now that you want to get into? Or shall we just commiserate about how crazy it can feel to be lost in love?im lost in love, but i think ive scared him running out of my life.
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