Posted by Dinah on November 15, 2005, at 22:44:35
In reply to Re: A short conversation from today » Dinah, posted by alexandra_k on November 15, 2005, at 22:38:20
Gnats are minuscule annoying but not dangerous flying bugs that seem to live to fly into one's mouth. These might actually be small flies rather than gnats, but they're about the same size, and just as annoying.
Appearances are decieving, I think, if I appear to be doing ok. But I'm not suicidal and that's something. I was having a lot of ideation earlier, but after my father in law died I realized I really have to live another nine years, because aside from my husband and I my son has no one. That sort of took death off the table and has been surprisingly effective as an ideation deterrant.
But I'm not ok. I'm not sure I'll ever be ok again.
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