Posted by alexandra_k on November 16, 2005, at 1:46:02
In reply to Re: A short conversation from today » alexandra_k, posted by Dinah on November 15, 2005, at 22:44:35
> Gnats are minuscule annoying but not dangerous flying bugs that seem to live to fly into one's mouth. These might actually be small flies rather than gnats, but they're about the same size, and just as annoying.
Oh. I've never heard of Gnats before :-)
> Appearances are decieving, I think, if I appear to be doing ok.Well... Maybe 'ok' wasn't the right word...
> But I'm not suicidal and that's something.
:-)
Well... I think thats something very good indeed.>I was having a lot of ideation earlier, but after my father in law died I realized I really have to live another nine years, because aside from my husband and I my son has no one. That sort of took death off the table and has been surprisingly effective as an ideation deterrant.
I'm glad you feel like you have something to live for :-)
And I hope...
That other things will come along in the next nine years too...> But I'm not ok. I'm not sure I'll ever be ok again.
Yeah.
I'm sorry... I didn't mean to say that things were just fine or anything like that. I just mean... That you do have a lot of internal strength.Or something...
I'm sorry.
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