Posted by Deneb on April 15, 2006, at 21:47:06
Today was a weird day.
Yesterday I put up a personal ad of myself up on some dating site because I suddenly thought I needed to get married....what was I thinking??
I got a lot of replies.
I went to the library on campus to study. While checking my replies on the dating site, some guy who e-mailed me instant messaged me and convinced me to go out for dinner as a study break. I went.
It was awkward. I'm not fit for human company. I should stay a hermit. I don't talk. At the Babble Party I won't talk, please don't force me to talk. I just want to be mute sometimes. Please don't force me to talk. I don't want to talk a lot of the times. I don't have anything to talk about. My life is boring.
I'm really truly a hermit right now. I don't leave my house except for school. I don't have anything in common with any human on this planet. I want to crawl into my hermit cave and stay there.
Please don't make me feel awkward at the Babble Party. I might not talk. Please understand and tolerate my silence.
I might attempt to talk to Dr. Bob because I love him. I don't think I'll say much.
I'm going to die alone (in old age), I just know it in my heart. I'm really not fit for human company. I may as well be mute.
Deneb*
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