Posted by B2chica on June 2, 2005, at 10:19:31
well,, i printed off my post here and gave it to my T. he's great.
however, this weekend saturday, (no it was sunday)...anyway, i took a STRONG combo of alcohol and benzo's, i called my T's pager hotline, they said they wanted my T to talk with me. i hung up and took another B. i wanted to lay down, my hubby came in and was really worried cuz "my eyes looked funny", anyway T called, wanted to talk with hubby. My T insisted that they take me to the hospital.
i went but i don't remember going, getting back home and most of being there. i remember being a little scared cuz a policeman came in and asked questions, i don't rememeber what they were or how i answered. but they didn't keep me over night (glad for that) and i slept it off.
i saw T yesterday and he want me in a dual-dx program. now luckily they offer that at his clinic (like i mentioned before-he's kinda the odd one out with working with mood disorders). anyway it looks like he wants me to try intensive outpatient treatment. i know he wanted in px treatment before but he's willing to try out px first. but Dang when i spoke with her last night (she did some kind of assessment) anyway it's like three x a week! they offer day's but if i take off any more during the day i won't have a job, if i do the night ones i can't finish my school final project!!
maybe i just need to take a leave of absence from work for a month or something??i know...i need to get my life under control or i won't have either. but geez!!!!!
anyone tried out px group stuff? they offer an all women's group and a mixed group. i told her i'd be way more comfortable in a mixed group, but that i'd try the all women's first. (for those of you that don't know i have MAJOR issues with women- mostly and majorly trust issues)-that's why the male T and pdoc.
though i have a female dentist and obgyn and wouldn't trade them for all the brownies in columbia!advice from those that have been there would be MUCH appreciated.
b2c.
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