Posted by ClearSkies on August 23, 2005, at 12:51:07
In reply to Keeping clean, posted by ClearSkies on August 22, 2005, at 19:51:02
It's that sound of the tree falling in the forest with no one to hear it.
And a realization that building self esteem is SO much a part of my recovery. I hope that Dr Bob decides the new board is worthy of space here on Babble, because very selfishly, I know that it would help me a lot.
In doing some more reading and research, I've also decided to stop beating myself up over AA not being the solution for me. Woo-hoo!! There are plenty of reasons for this, and I won't go into them here mostly because I truly don't want to offend anyone for whom the programme works. Let's just say that I've given it many opportunities - different places, times, locations, etc. and for me, it's not what will work.
So I'm back to my original plan; to find my own path. What I've thought about and digested is that there isn't anything wrong with me in not fitting into existing programmes. I'm not stupid, I'm not a loser, I am ClearSkies, and I will find my path. Somehow.
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