Posted by sorta on January 24, 2006, at 14:45:55
In reply to Re: Heroin+Coke 1 year clean and Totally Lost, posted by vainamoinen on January 24, 2006, at 10:10:28
the thing is is that i feel sometimes all talked out... and at teh same time i want this silence and aloneness that scares me.
I liked who i was before you know, before the addiction. and when im like sorta there i get the feeling it may be the day. so yeah maybe i am rushing this thing. Its just that whole 6-8 months you get ur body back.... thats not always true.
I find that when i go to therapy i can sometimes be happy just being there and i like deny or dont bring up the days that i am down or the fact that this mood swing is just that an up swing u know? lest i jinx it.
Thanx u guys.
What of this ephedrine killing dopamine production that occurs naturally?
i was a ephedra pill popper for a like 5 years but since it wasnt illegal i didnt call it an addiction... Some of me thinks that this may have helped with my recently diagnosed ADD... but i dont know.
poster:sorta
thread:602108
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/subs/20051211/msgs/602378.html