Posted by sorta on February 2, 2006, at 14:35:26
alrite guys
so as you all know i am a recovering herion and coke addict..... (15 mos and counting YAY!!!!)
but since i cannot seem to right myself, i have turned to legal or rather prescripttion pharmaceuticals to help
as of late i was given wellbutrin and concerta (54mgs)
concerta was too strong so i turned to my diet pills to give me that extra pep. Now mind you my therapist and I had barely grazed the diet pill topic.... so technically they were just as good as coffee and since i didnt drink coffee it was one and the same to me
sometimes i feel im too jittery so i drink alcohol to taper this feeling off... which is much the same as a meth addict who uses alcohol to taper off his meth...
im drunk its 12 30
i got into a fight with my mom my sister and my gfriend.... im a f*ck up.... i am drowning i dont knwo what to do...i have a meeting with my boss at 6 and a project at 7
no one in my professional world has ever really known about this... but now i am still f*cking up
oh and i am also drunk but high on stacker 3 w ephedra right now
loser....
loser
i am a loser
poster:sorta
thread:605520
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