Posted by MrBrice on February 2, 2006, at 14:45:46
In reply to in my family portrait i look pretty happy, posted by sorta on February 2, 2006, at 14:35:26
> alrite guys
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> so as you all know i am a recovering herion and coke addict..... (15 mos and counting YAY!!!!)
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> but since i cannot seem to right myself, i have turned to legal or rather prescripttion pharmaceuticals to help
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> as of late i was given wellbutrin and concerta (54mgs)
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> concerta was too strong so i turned to my diet pills to give me that extra pep. Now mind you my therapist and I had barely grazed the diet pill topic.... so technically they were just as good as coffee and since i didnt drink coffee it was one and the same to me
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> sometimes i feel im too jittery so i drink alcohol to taper this feeling off... which is much the same as a meth addict who uses alcohol to taper off his meth...
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> im drunk its 12 30
> i got into a fight with my mom my sister and my gfriend.... im a f*ck up.... i am drowning i dont knwo what to do...
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> i have a meeting with my boss at 6 and a project at 7
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> no one in my professional world has ever really known about this... but now i am still f*cking up
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> oh and i am also drunk but high on stacker 3 w ephedra right now
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> loser....
> loser
> i am a loser
>
hey there,good luck with the rehab, it's hard if your 'normal' life istn't all that right?
I done some stuff to a couple of years ago and me to is still having trouble with getting my biology back on the right track.I'd suggest go do some sports or something dude (or girl), it'll make you feel a lot better, and that way you might just begin NOT to like pumping your healthy body full with all that crap.
good luck and enjoy yourself despite the s** you have to cope with ;)
poster:MrBrice
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