Posted by WhyandHow on August 25, 2006, at 20:28:14
In reply to Adderall Abuse - Our life is at steak, posted by WhyandHow on August 23, 2006, at 0:36:50
Believe it or not the original post was the "short version". I have fealt like sh*t since I posted it but the next morning I took 32 pills (left from the 40 I got the day before) and FLUSHED THEM. I knew I was on the edge of major problems if I didn't and could not wait for a more convenient time. It has been almost 72 hours since my last pill was snorted and I feel very depressed. That morning I called a couple people from a church I had stopped beinng real active in - I needded to talk to somebody even thought I was afraid to because of any legal consequences in my situation. I can't believe I was so stupid to let myself get in this deep with my history of addictions but Adderall was about the most deceptive and dangerous drug I had done. The person I was getting them from is THE most dangerous person I had EVER associated with.
Since I just started a full time semester at school (usually do well), a part time job I almost totally messed up, and a side job which is a hopefull seed for a real business next summer, I have just been trying to maintain and tell myself that it can only get better.
I hope I am through the worst withdraw but feel like it will be heavy depresion now that I am maybe through the most dangerous physical part.
I was hoping for some feedback from anyone here.
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