Posted by GatorGirl on October 9, 2006, at 7:36:23
In reply to I CRAVE COCAINE, posted by Impermanence on August 11, 2006, at 1:03:14
You can do it. I suffer from alcoholism and sometimes I have to tell myself as long as I don't leave the bed I'll be okay. It's a rough road, but one that most people do not see. I personally believe addicts are the strongest willed people. Because any "normal" person says how much nonsense this is. Do you attend any 12 step meetings? I follow some AA culture, but in the past it has helped to get on the internet or to a face to face meeting just to get me out of my head -- and the people there (most likely) are aware of how you feel, they've been there.
I also wanted to say, burn the number of your dealer -- that person needs to be out of your life immediately. Also, walk yourself through each high (mentally) -- "so the coke is delivered and then I do this and that" -- you could even role play it and pretend -- just to get your mind off perseverating on it.
You can do it! You've made it before. And, you are aware of your problem and cared enough to post here. That's a great sign and dedication. Thinking of you!
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