Posted by youngaddict on January 2, 2007, at 19:49:07
I had 28 days sober and I lost it because I made the decision to get high. And I really loved it but at the same time I hate myself. I'm so stuck in this rut and I need to crawl out. I need to go 90 in 90 meetings get a sponser. read the literature. I was reading and going to a few meetings a week, but I didn't get a sponser or try to work any steps or anything. So of course I replapsed. But at the same time I considered myself not an addict. Just a person who likes weed and has a bit of a weed problem.
am i still in such denial?
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