Posted by youngaddict on January 3, 2007, at 18:37:49
In reply to Re: relapse once again. » youngaddict, posted by ClearSkies on January 3, 2007, at 7:04:54
here my problem.
i don't believe i really want this for myself. i guess i must feel like i deserve to be unhappy and a f&#k up. because if i wanted it wouldn't i go for it (being clean)
maybe its because i am having a hard time admitting i am an "addict" i still refer to myself as a functional pothead. but how functional am i if i miss work and am high all the time
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