Posted by me-but-not-me on June 9, 2000, at 12:09:27
In reply to Me But Not Me How are you?, posted by Oddzilla on June 9, 2000, at 10:49:31
Not in the hospital yet, might be going in this weekend. The immediate suicidal urges have abated for now, but I am still feeling very messed-up, for lack of a better word!
It will seem weird to say so, but -- I just haven't had time to go yet this week. I can barely drag my butt out of bed as it is, but someone here had emergency leave and there was no one but me to fill in. I want to go after work today but I am so tired... I am afraid I might have an 'episode' if I have to deal with red tape and bullcrap when I am in this kind of mood so I may wait until tomorrow. I still want this to be voluntary! I have been disconnecting from everything so it does not overwhelm me, which is what I usually do anyway, which is why I have to go to get help.
Thank you for asking. How are you?
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