Posted by socialdeviantjeff on March 17, 2004, at 19:38:30
Well, Didn't make it to the hospital. Utah's rules are really tough if you're not insured. Anyway, all that drama is on PB social.
I am wondering about experiences anyone has had with BPD and any one of the above drugs, or any of the drugs in general. My current cocktail is:
5 mg Abilify in the morning (cannot tolerate the anxiety above 5 mg.)
5 mg Zyprexa and .25 mg Halcion at night. The Zyprea is new, of course.
I have doubts about BPD:
I haven't even been in a relationship for 4 years. It takes months for me to truly begin a freindship. I have few freinds, but I keep them. I understand that frequent stormy relationships are a hallmark of BPD. However, when I meet somebody who would be relationship material, I tend to overly idealize; marriage, old age, white picket fence and all until smething happens (like them not calling me back) and I will undervalue them a lot. Basically at that point they are the scum of the earth.Also, I don't abuse drugs. Scared to death of what could happen.
I'm not very impulsive per se (I do however have my moments) and I'm definitely not the life of the party.
I have all of the other traits. So I don't know. Any input is appreciated.
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