Posted by Camille Dumont on May 26, 2005, at 23:51:57
In reply to Re: i want to die........4WD!!!, posted by woolav on May 26, 2005, at 17:26:31
I can relate to feelings like that. Not particularly bent on dying but at the same time, having no strong inclination towards life. Its like "life by default" but the alternative does not sound too horrible either.
I've come to the conclusion that its linked to my SPD and waht not and little helps with that. So instead of trying to find reasons to live, I force myself to have reasons not to die.
Sometimes when you have someone or something who depends on you, who cannot make it without you, be they pets or children or even other people you help, it gives you a purpose. It makes you feel that if all of a sudden you disappeared, it would not be in complete silence, at least some people or beings would notice. Perhaps needing to be needed is part of what makes life more bearable.
poster:Camille Dumont
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