Posted by llrrrpp on August 31, 2006, at 14:27:34
In reply to Re: Last Ditch Effort to Save My Life, posted by jealibeanz on August 31, 2006, at 14:09:09
Jealibeanz,
this sounds like the beast of depression is talking for you. It's cruel. It saps your dreams and passions, and makes you wonder if you ever had any. I think you DID have this dream, but the beast of depression is not letting you access your dream.((((((((Jeali)))))))))
Don't give up on yourself yet. Please wait to see what pdoc says. You've made it so far, and you are smart and capable enough to do the work, if you can convince the beast to let you free. Hoping that a medicine tweak will do the trick for you, and that a conversation with pdoc, who cares what happens to you, will momentarily distract the beast, allowing you the freedom to realize your real future.
-ll
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