Posted by MCush on September 30, 2006, at 8:03:06
In reply to Re: My Brain is on Speed, posted by Phillipa on September 29, 2006, at 21:36:38
Man, I really don't like hospitals. They scare the crap out of me. Instead I just took a couple of Clonazepams and tried to get some sleep. Tried being the key word since I didn't really manage more then 4 hours.Soooooo tired today... wondering if my insomnia is due to a normal reaction to Lexapro, a bad reaction to Lexapro, or something else going on in my body. I've been taking 20mg of Lexapro for close to a month now and I really only have started having a really hard time sleeping again in the past 3 days. That's with 1mg of Clonazepam and 7.5mg of Zopiclone.
My head feels a lot better today other then being very tired. I think I was having another "attack" yesterday. I don't really understand those. My head slows right down to a crawl, it gets really hard to think straight, and I have a ton of morbid thoughts. But at the same time I feel completely wired... kind of like I'm on the verge of having a panic attack.
I've had 3 of those in September.. They last for about 2 days, maybe a little less and it seems like the only way to really get through them is to just wait them out.
They seem to happen whenever I get even a little stressed out. Which would make sense because I don't think I like being just suddenly left alone for a few days.
I just need to hold on for a few months because I'm seeing a Neurosurgeon at the beginning of November and I'll most likely be seeing a Mood Disorder Specialist around the same time. That's not too long to wait just have to practice patience and patience will just make me stronger so it's all good.
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